17, not 16!

I did try to post yesterday, but there was a stupid glitch in the server after I hit "Publish Post", which resulted in me losing everything I had typed.

So very Fishing frustrated.

And see how Blogger tries to redeem itself with that 'Recover post' thing? If there's "Error in Server", 'Recover post' also no use la!

What if I've typed a really really long post, including photos uploaded using Blogger and all, and I've even done up the entry in really rich fonts and colours, then I hit publish and lose everything?
I would personally go to Mr. Admin of Blogger and make him pay for all my trouble.

No matter. Guess what? I'm finally Old Enough!

I'm so Adult!

And I had an awesome birthday. It was made awesome by (who else?) the Big Heads.

Prior to my birthday, Fui told me not to expect so much. She said everything failed, because January was a difficult month. She even went:

"The least you expect, the better for us."
"......"
"No no! For you!"

Hah, that made me laugh.

Anyway, the utmost Love to you guys for having planned all this, and Thanks to the rest of you who came.

I guess I have to agree, the good parties are the ones you don't have to organize yourself, better are the ones that come as a surprise, and Best ones are when you've got all your bestest friends together with you.

I'll post photos up when I get them. I haven't gotten my mom to bring me go buy camera yet, so I pitifully have to rely on people like ZiHui and WenChuan.

And I thought the birthday canteen-mee lou-sang during recess was the climax. Haha.

My dad told me some of my friends asked him about me taking Driver's Ed while they were at my place and I was at school having house practice, and he said he told them I'd have to wait until after SPM.

But I've got news for you! I pretty much managed to persuade my parents into finally giving in! Unfortunately, unlike all my other January-birthday peers, I haven't taken the theory exam yet. Hopefully, I'll be taking it together with Nicole. We agreed to. Her birthday's on the 23rd of February, and her parents are pretty lenient. So yeah.

It is very very weird. Like a conflict within myself. One half of me so very much wants to grow up, be an Adult, which explains why I'm so eager to take Driver's Ed. The other half of me is very much afraid of growing up, and to leave behind all the fun that the teenage years are. It really does give me a sick feeling in the stomache. I look at my parents, and I know I never want to turn out to be like them. I don't want to go to work in the mornings, come home in the evening, arrange transport for my kids, worry about meals and money, and watch as my kids have all the fun of going to crazy teenage parties and experiencing teenage crushes and... have friends throw them parties. 'Cause then I will be jealous of my kids.

But no matter. I'm growing up anyway! And if Zi Hui stays true to her letter, and I stay true to the words I said to Lu, we would be growing up and growing old, together! I would make them Godmothers of my children. And if I name my children Charlotte Boy and Butt Bunny, it would be just like right now.

And it would be perfect.

LOVE, to you guys.