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Sunday, December 21, 2008

Exciting and Inviting me

You know how sometimes you feel all warm and fuzzy inside, then it hits you, like, damn life is good after all!

Here I am, in the lounge in my friends' dorm (the sort of lounge with wooden flooring/paneling, beautiful fireplace, mood lighting, large armchairs, like something from an Enid Blyton book), slumped low on the sofa, typing away on my laptop, listening to one of my friends playing the piano 10 feet away.

I can hear the wind howling like crazy outside, but in here I am as warm as ever.

I'm full from a lunch of baked pancakes drenched in syrup, Korean instant noodles, scrambled eggs, and "pickle tea leaves", which is some kind of Myanmar traditional food.

I've moved my stuff over to this dorm, and I'm waiting for my laundry to get done. In two hours one of my friend's host mom will come and pick up the few of us staying for the winter to go Christmas caroling (which is super kind of her, considering that friend left for home and isn't here).

Then when we come back, we'll have to go through the whole rigmarole of scrounging for food for dinner because it is freaking -20 degrees outside and the wind is howling like there's no tomorrow, ergo we have not been able to go out to buy stuff to cook/eat.

* * * * *

It was so funny you know, the way we cooked for lunch! (If "cook" is even the correct word to describe what we were trying to do.)

So the thing was, we tried walking out to the grocery store yesterday, but the wind was so strong it was blowing our hoods/hats off.
You know how in the desert, when there's a huge wind, the sand starts flying everywhere and you can't even open your eyes? It was like that last night. Not to mention, it is #$%^&* negative 20 degrees Celsius!

One of my friends walked with me to my room so that I could grab my stuff to move to their dorm. My dorm's at North campus. Their rooms are at South.

The walk from South to North then back to South felt like the longest, most horrible walk in my entire life.

We had to squint because the wind was blowing the snow up from the ground into our eyes. Our hoods were flying off. My toes were completely numb. Worst of all, we had to drag my laundry bag full of clothes and a bag of food as we struggled through the 2-feet deep snow. We felt like in the movies loh, you know, like people dragging their sad selves as war rages on around them.

When I got back my hands hurt so bad, like it'd been through fire or something.

So this morning we looked around the common kitchen for anything edible, and found a huge sack of pancake mix.

Good, got food to eat, plus it's pancake mix so it's easy to cook, right?

Wrong. Wrong. WRONG.



Problem 1:
No bowl to mix the powder and water in.

Solution:
Look under sink, grab the small plastic basin, use that instead of bowl.



Problem 2:
No pan to fry the pancakes in.

Solution:
Look around in kitchen on second floor. Oh look, there's a frying pan in the sink!



Problem 3:
Frying pan from second floor is caked with super dried up (and burnt) egg bits.

Solution:
Scrub, scrub and scrub again. Complain about why people don't do their own dishes (despite the fact that we're using their pan without asking first.) (But nevermind, everyone's gone home anyway.) Srub



Problem 4:
Pan sucks. Too old. Pancake sticks even when pan is oiled. Trial pancake #1 turns out super ugly-looking.

Solution:
Use friend's cake tray. But friend is not here! Nevermind, use anyway, she wouldn't mind.



So we ended up pouring all the pancake batter into the cake tray (not before putting Hershey's kisses in the batter!), and baked it in the oven. It ended up looking more like a cake then anything. We found maple syrup in one of the cupboards, and poured a whole lot over our cake, and it ended up being REALLY good.

Or maybe we were just hungry, but whatever.

It was such a funny sight, a Korean, a Burmese (or Myanmarian?), an Iranian and a Malaysian who has never cooked a proper meal in her life trying to solve their cooking woes.

But I loved every part of it. I especially loved that when we finally (FINALLY!) got to sit down and eat, we had pancakes (so American), pickle tea leaves (so Myanmarian), and Korean noodles (so Korean -duh), and we all exchanged stories from our countries. It's funny how our countries and cultures are so often the topic of our conversations. But I'm not complaining, every story they tell is so interesting!

On one hand, I am super skeptical of our cooking abilities, I think we're probably going to be calling for pizza delivery a lot.

(We actually did have pizza from Jimbo's last night. What started out as dinner out of a pizza box on the floor in my friend's room turned out to be a full fledged song-and-dance session. One of my friends played a few Westlife songs on her laptop, everyone started singing along, and before I knew it, we were dancing to Persian songs and jumping like mad to Simple Plan. Damn good fun to start off the holidays!)

On the other, I can't wait. I am excited, I don't know how our meals will turn out, I can't wait to see what we conjure up, and as my Iranian friend said, "Every day is like an adventure".

Not going home for Christmas can be fun after all!

Saturday, December 20, 2008

And it's not so bad, not so baaaad

So this is it.

Final exams are finally over, and winter break has officially started.

Tomorrow morning the residence halls will be closed to anyone who didn't sign up for winter break housing, and almost all my friends will be leaving to the airport at some ungodly hour like 6AM or something.

There will be people here, but it'll mainly be super quiet.

But you know what, I'm feeling good. I feel the love!

I came back to my room right after my French exam, and saw that one of my friends had pinned up this beautiful tribal necklace for me on my notice board.

Another friend, knowing that the dining hall will be closed this winter, brought me one of those huge shopping bags filled with food like packets and packets of SunChips (YAY!), instant oatmeal, some Indian snacks, microwave popcorn, cream cheese packets and Twizzlers (which I think tastes like hard rubber, but nevermind).

And another girl, one of the sweetest person I know, baked me one of those Tupperware containers full of M&M cookies. To make me feel better about not going home for Christmas. (People here LOVE their M&M cookies! They're basically normal, fat cookies with M&M's in them. Damn nice!)

So you know, even though I won't be home for Christmas, even though people won't be back in Grinnell in time for my birthday, I'm feeling good.

People are so nice over here, and I'm feeling damn good.

We were all hugging and saying our goodbyes (weird right, apart for one month only what), when one of my friends who's going back to Egypt went, "Oooh I'm gonna miss you guys SO much! I really can't wait till we come back and do something REALLY crazy together!"

And that, pretty much sums up how I feel.

I've made plans to go grocery shopping with the few people who are also staying for winter break, and we're gonna cook together.

And some time next week, I'll move into my friends' dorm, where there are more people staying, so I won't have to stay on my floor alone.

And I'm going to my host parents' house to bake cookies and make Christmas candies.

Damn, what was I complaining about before this? Staying in Grinnell for Christmas ain't gonna be so bad afterall!

(Actually it's not the "staying in Grinnell" part that I was complaining about, it was the "not being able to go home" part that upset me. Grinnell is a fine place. I'm glad to just be here.)

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Fuh-ruh-ruh-reezin'!

As I'm typing this, it is -18 degrees Celsius here.

I shit you not.

Yesssss -18 degrees Celsius!


OMGAWWDDD it is so damn COLD!


Like, can't-touch-my-ears-because-it-hurts-so-bad Cold.

Like, I-have-trouble-walking-because-my-toes-have-completely-lost-feeling Cold.

Like, it-hurts-to-breathe-the-icy-cold-air-so-I-have-to-take-small-breaths Cold.

Like, I-am-wearing-thermals-and-sweater-and-shirt-and-downjacket-and-FCUK-I'm-still-cold!- Cold.

But most of all, like, Dammit-nothing-is-worth-this-not-even-a-good-education Cold!

Like, kill-me-and-end-my-misery Cold. =(


-18 degrees whattheheck. Somemore got windchill okay!

Ohhh the Wind. Ooooooooooooooooohhhh the damn Wind! - is killin' me!


I've never experienced this sort of temperature in my entire 18 years of living on this earth.

I mean, you can actually hear crackling sounds when you walk on the grass because it's frozen.

I miss the warmth. Eh wait, how does being warm feel like again?

Come to think of it, I haven't sweated in such a long, long time.

I miss sweating.

I miss wearing one layer of clothing.

I miss not looking like a fully-stuffed dumpling when I go out.

I miss being not-cold.

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Oh dear, oh deary dear!

I am so so so so embarrassed!

I'm at the Spencer Grill, I have my laptop with me, I'm working on my paper. People here are quietly munching on food, working on their paper / studying for their exams. Then there are the few people who're so happily discussing begitu loudly.

So, I have my iPod on, loud enough to not hear anything happening around me.

And. And. And.

I just realized that the iTunes on my Macbook was on, happily blasting music!

Somemore here I am talking about people discussing begitu loudly.

Oh my, oh my oh my.

Lesson learnt: If you're going to be listening to a separate music player, mute your darn laptop! The last thing you want is to visit one of those sites that have annoying background music and have everybody in the room (but you) hear it!

Friday, December 12, 2008

Trois chose à dire

I have only three things to say -



1) I have gained 6.5 kilograms in 3.5 months. Yeahhhh you read that correct, 6.5 in 3.5! Before coming here, I used to read about Freshman 15 (gaining 15 pounds in your first year), and I'd go, "Eeeeh I eat a lot in Malaysia also don't have gained too much weight, mm sai kaeng la!", who would've thought I'd gain my 15 even before the first semester is over. My weight has now officially hit the 5-0 mark for the first time! (At first I was like, "YESSS!!", and then it continued going up and I was like, "Uh-oh!" LOL.)

Truth: Every single female friend I have here gained weight.

Another truth: I gained the most weight amongst them. My weight-gain makes people go "REALLY?!"

Another truth: I don't care. I may start actually regulating my diet (which means no cheddar+provolone+swiss cheese filled tortillas after dinner) (maybe!) (BUT THEY TASTE SO DAMN GOOD!), but I'm not going to make myself go hungry. I may start going to the gym more often, but only after I've had my afternoon nap. And I will not forgo cheeeeeese!

(I'm not complaining. I hate it when people sendiri eat so much, and then complain about their weight. "I am SO FAT!!!" I also hate it when people see a lot of imaginary fat on themselves, and then complain to the whole world, on their blogs or Facebook or something. "OMG my arms so FAT.")

(I don't see imaginary fat on myself LOL.)




2) I got an 89 on my Anthropology exam.

How can?! How caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnn?!?!?!??!?!

ONE frickin' point away from an A! This is the same Anthropology exam I wrote about in my last post, the one in which I was doing so badly that the professor saw my empty page and gave me extra time when everyone else has left!

The one where I where I wrote crap just to fill the page because I didn't want to hand in a paper with an empty essay question (especially when I've had more time than anyone else to work at it)!

What happeeeeeeeeeeeeeeened?!?!?!

I also dunno. Turned out that crap stuff I wrote was correct after all. When I got my paper I was like O.O (eyes wide open).

(Okay la to be fair to myself, I'm not completely stupid. I do know my stuff, and I ran out of time because I spent too much time on another essay question, for which I got full marks yay!)

And I also got back my French oral evaluation, oral production and written assignment today. I got "excellent travail!" and "très bien!" comments on them, so menggembirakan right! And so an A is within reach, as long as I don't screw up my finals next week.



Which brings me to Thing I Want To Say no.3 -

3) I have finals next week. Three finals, plus two papers that are due on the day I have my first final exam.

This week, the week before finals, is Hell Week. This is when people are supposed to go crazy from all the final papers that're due this week.

Grinnell's Christian Fellowship has this thing going on where they cook pancakes at 3 AM for people staying up late working. You must be thinking, who the heck so noble, willing to make pancakes for everyone on campus during Hell Week!

Me. I am so noble, I agreed to work two shifts.

...

Okay not really, I agreed to work two shifts but ended up not turning up at either shift (with prior notice of course).

Know why? Because when I signed up for shifts, I thought I was free. When people ask how my Hell Week is, I say, "I am so relaxed! I have so little work!"

Then I actually started working and suddenly all these work that was formerly unnoticed by me became Super Big Work. One paper I thought was going to be easy turned out to be a Super Hard Paper that took me 10 hours to work on, and I still have a quarter of it left. I've been working at the lounge till 4 AM for the past few days, and there were four other people there with me, all of us typing away at our laptops.

Question:
Okay, if I claim to be so busy then why am I on Blogger?

Answer:
Because I came back from class, had an hour before I go for lunch, and such In-Between Times are always Time-To-While-Away-Doing-Nothing, they are never, never Productive Times.

Okay, don't expect an update until finals week is over lah har.

Okay, bye bye.

Saturday, December 06, 2008

I don't regret this life I chose

I spent an hour writing a really bitter post. Then I realized it was too negative and personal to publish on a very public blog.

On Facebook, on the "status updates" page, I counted 8 -EIGHT!- people who are counting down the days.

Till the finals are over, till winter break is here, till they get to go home.

Sometimes I feel like I need to get away.

I don't mean from the college, I don't mean from the people. This is a wonderful place and all, but I feel really tired here.

I don't mean tired physically, I don't mean I'm not getting enough sleep, I don't mean tired from the homework. I don't even know what I mean actually.

That Daughtry song, Home, says it so perfectly.

WELCOME!

Sit back, put your feet up, and read whatever ramblings of Chooiyen.

Grab a cuppa while you're at it, too.
Because Chooiyen has got a lot to say!

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